The Mandatory Birthday Post – That I Almost Forgot To Share

Every year, I share a post on my birthday in which I analyze all the times I goofed up that year and list down more ways in which to goof up the coming year. I almost forgot to write one this time. Maybe because I did not goof up at all this year.

Ha-ha! Hahahahha! Ok, moving on.

In all honesty, this year was a good year (jinxing it by saying so). I feel like someone who’s accomplished some stuff. Nothing major, I mean, they haven’t called me about my Nobel yet, but still.

My birthday posts in the past have led people to shun my blog entirely or just be pissed off in general. For those of you who don’t know, for most part of my 20s, I suffered from major clinical depression, a condition I used to write about through years 26-28, it may have been that some of my birthday resolutions included something on the lines of, “At least one successful suicide attempt this year.” I had to take down my posts because my family “felt offended” by it and felt it should not be spoken about on a public platform, cos chaar log problems. I should not talk about MCD in the past tense, because one can never assume it will not come back – I still have grey days. But because I have seen the worst of it, the least I can do for myself is laugh at myself. Which I do, quite successfully, if I do say so myself.

But I am glad to say that at age 29, I don’t feel like making that resolution, because, as I mentioned before, I have accomplished some stuff this year, and learned (?) some stuff (I think).

From: Wikipedia
From: Wikipedia

If you believe internet listicles, there’s a lot of stuff you’re supposed to do before you turn 30. Clearly, like every deadline, I have waited for the last minute, and now I feel there’s too much pressure on me. At 29, I have only one year to do utterly bizarre things like waltzing with a penguin in Antarctica and taking a leak on Mt. Everest, next to a flag that I planted. Fingers crossed for all that, but before that, a recap:

A lot of people are complaining that 2015 is rushing by too soon. I am inclined to agree but as I look back, I feel it wasn’t all that short. One of my resolutions for year 27 was to travel more (travelling is the new losing weight!). This year, I travelled quite a bit around south India. Even TripAdvisor seems shocked by my activity! And Instagram is wondering why I am behaving like everyone else. Though I would like to travel more, a lot, lot, lot more, I feel like I’ve taken the first step – especially because I didn’t completely go the “Check these touristy sites off the list” way.

In terms of blogging, I made one major goofup. Actually I don’t know if I can call it so, because I like this interface a lot more than what I was used to before. But I have lost a lot of readership – down to 1/10th. Does it matter? That’s up for debate [subtle hint – read me more, I am awesome. Pretty please.].

One more thing is I am not writing as much fiction as I used to – a fact that worries me, but not overwhelmingly so (yet). Poetry seems to have died entirely. That worries me, and yes overwhelmingly so. I’ll wait and watch.

But on the plus side, BlogAdda included my blog in their Top 5 Creative Blogs list for WIN ’15. I was exhilarated when that happened, because (entirely without pretense and exaggeration) I never thought that would ever happen. Ever. And I finally understood why they say during the Oscars “It’s such an honour to just be nominated” because the other 4 people on that list were big shots! It was a humbling moment.

There’s more I want to say about that though. Now, I am not a big believer of zodiac signs as such. But they say Scorpios are vengeful. I have always known I am more of the passive aggressive types (how sad), although you have to admit, the notion of being all vengeful with flaring nostrils has a certain romantic appeal. When people I know learned that I blog, I had some outspoken detractors. Some who said I would never write anything worth reading. One person openly said he would stop reading books if I ever – haaye raam – got published. I don’t know what makes people so openly mean, but apparently something can. When BlogAdda announced its nominees, the first thing I wished was to see the faces of those people. Maybe I am a little vengeful?

Speaking of being published – I self published my poetry in June this year. A poem I wrote on my 28th birthday got published in an anthology, and a story of mine got published in an anthology of love stories. Yet another one got selected for a women-centric anthology. I am considering another project, which also I will self-publish (I am not ready for the big ones yet, but I’ll get there – as soon as I stop procrastinating!). So that’s probably the first thing I’ll do this year. I am really glad the guy I mentioned earlier will now stop reading books – people like that should have no access to them anyway.

Yet another subtle hint: Buy my books, y’all.

Another accomplishment is the sheer number of books I read in the past year. I don’t do those goodreads challenges, because this isn’t Roadies, and there’s nothing I want to “prove to myself” (dafuq does that phrase even mean?!) but if I had set a number, I would have definitely crossed it. Hell, exploded over it! And the sheer variety – I read only indie stuff till April, and after that I read nearly everything from drama to literary to erotica to horror to fantasy. Pulitzer winners, Man-Booker winners, Nobel winners, everything. I think I am shocked at how much I read this year – touchwood, no jinx, shut up *spits thrice, throws salt over shoulders* At least this I have to credit to the death of my laptop. Hence proving – technology dying can be a good thing. (Also, shoutout to anyone planning to buy an ASUS device – my laptop was merely months old when it died, still in warranty but could not be fixed by the service centre guys – I lost everything. Just saying)

After all that, you’d think I would take a year off just to chill. But listicles tell me otherwise, as I already mentioned. Also, I have not yet been featured on any 30 under 30 lists, so I have to do something (desperately) to change that. So I am gonna go meditate on that for a bit. If you need me, I’ll be on top of Mt. Everest squatting next to a flag.

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18 thoughts on “The Mandatory Birthday Post – That I Almost Forgot To Share

  1. Parul Thakur November 15, 2015 / 10:01 AM

    Ha ha! Loved the mandatory birthday post! You have a long way to go girl!

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    • Sreesha Diva November 16, 2015 / 10:50 AM

      Haha, and according to Buzzfeed, just one year to go that long way in!

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  2. Beaton November 15, 2015 / 11:34 AM

    Happy birthday (or belated timezones and all)…. but where is the cake lol
    what are birthdays but an excuse for cake??? thats my personal motto.
    I want a flag too ^_^
    ~B

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    • Sreesha Diva November 16, 2015 / 10:49 AM

      Literally anything can be an excuse for cake! 😉

      Let’s climb Mt. Everest together. There’ll be flags *and* cakes 😀

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    • Beaton November 16, 2015 / 3:55 PM

      as long as we have some cake prior to climbing for the sugar rush then some cake snacks while climbing and lastly celebratory cake while watching the flags flutter in the wind and then we wave back, we wave back, then we climb all the way down…. can we climb the Himalayas???

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    • Sreesha Diva November 16, 2015 / 3:48 PM

      Haha, Sulekha, I used the word “accomplished” a tad sarcastically. But that’s fine, it’s been a wonderful year, after some not-so-wonderful years 🙂
      Thanks a lot 🙂 🙂

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  3. Vinitha November 16, 2015 / 3:43 PM

    I loved reading your mandatory birthday post, Sreesha. I think you are doinv great! 🙂 Question, why did your readership reduced?

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    • Sreesha Diva November 16, 2015 / 3:49 PM

      I don’t know, Vinitha 😦 I moved from Blogger to WP, and I lost a lot of readership. I don’t know how to get it back. The mozRank refuses to wake up (as per indistats)

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  4. psharmarao November 16, 2015 / 5:31 PM

    liked your straight from the heart style. hope to come here more often.

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  5. the little princess November 17, 2015 / 12:27 PM

    hahaa..fun post! May you accomplish everything you set out to do, including the Mt.Everest climb! Don’t worry about the goof ups, we were meant to goof up!

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    • Sreesha Diva November 18, 2015 / 11:33 AM

      Haha, thank you, Shubhangi! 🙂

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    • Sreesha Diva November 18, 2015 / 11:35 AM

      I have superpowers in real life.

      No, I am cripplingly shy. Where the hell were you during the BAR meetup, woman!? I wanted to meet you too!!!

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  6. Beat About The Book November 19, 2015 / 7:44 PM

    Happy birthday Shreesha. I can never ever get in a post on my birthday. I like this ‘taking-stock’ kind of thing. You did brilliantly. Ignore the trolls they always dog the famous ones.

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    • Sreesha Diva November 23, 2015 / 12:11 PM

      Ah-hah! Famous has such a nice ring to it 😛
      Thanks, Tulika!

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